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unfinished

by northaven & applecore

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1.
I still don’t know what to do today Improv everything along the way I just wanna tell you how I feel But I don’t even know where to start That look in your eyes turns me to stone They warm my soul on nights so cold Maybe one day this can be real But I don’t even know where to start I’ll give up everything I’ve worked for Throw everything I own out the door Tear down the walls and burn the fields If I could just have a place in your heart
2.
We don’t always get the happy ends we wanted Sometimes we can’t even get out of bed There were times when the skies were vibrant Now all around me are pale shades of red I wish I could have said what I meant to Instead of beating around the bush for an hour or two I wish we could have talked this over longer But I can’t take back the words that burned you The world turns while I’m locked in silence It’s June but I’m trapped in April Replaying this phone call over and over in my head Just to see if I can do right by you I’ve done a fair bit since we parted ways Worked some shows, dropped a song and went on tour But the thing that starts to sting me the most I lost the best friend that knew me to the core I won’t reach out but I’ll be watching from afar I’ve been told its the best I can do for you I wish that we could be happier people But the moving on is the hardest thing for me to do The world turns while I’m still locked in silence It’s August but I’m still trapped in April Replaying that phone call over and over in my head Just to see if I could do right by you God damn could I ever do right by you
3.
Every night when she goes to sleep She hears the train horn rolling by It doesn't seem to follow a time And it doesn't sound the same It feels like a curse has consumed her head The seat of her soul, her personal hydra Been going on since last year She can't quite figure out why Her dreams are always vivid and lush Like living many lifetimes now She finds herself often wondering About these intravenous lives Last month when she moved it still Haunted all her nights and thoughts She don't dare speak of it to her Family or friends Oooooooooo Reality, its bounds Don’t seem to matter much these days Oooooooooo When dawn breaks through Maybe she will feel fine Her world consists of puddles and mirrors She sees herself everywhere she goes The cracked reflection, consciousness Staring at her soul Sense of self is a shifting plane And sense of right is a sliding scale The boundaries between us are Always in our heads She thinks aloud often about a Life without any doubt, changing The roundabout thoughts that spout Around endlessly inside her brain The fear set in when she realized That she was not the only one hearing this That the mortal dread was not unfounded It’s in the heart of all she knows Every night when she goes to sleep She hears the train horn rolling by It doesn't seem to follow a time And it doesn't sound the same Every night it gets louder and louder Drowning out her sleep and thoughts And one day she'll realize She's more than a reflection
4.
I called out of work today Not sure why Said I had a stomach bug Just a little white lie Still hearing occasional sounds in my head Like tinnitus or that train The struggle to get up each day Exacerbated by the rain Struggling to keep up seems Like the name of the game And no matter what, I fall All the same

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The label debut of singer-songwriters northaven and applecore.

Album artwork edited by Irena Manukian and northaven.

Special thanks:
applecore would like to thank Irena and Adrianne for convincing him to continue making music.

northaven would like to thank the Nervous family, the Together Records & Chess company family, his friends in independent bands all over, his mentors, the non-musician friends that support him, the people that look out for him and encourage him to pursue his dreams. You’ve all changed him for the better.

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released October 12, 2019

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